Hope

It's amazing what alittle Hope can do for an attitude.  I've sort of been moping around and not really feeling purpose within all that I have been working towards.  Like why school, why volleyball, WHYYYYY! haha

But today I got alittle glimmer of hope and understanding and it made me realize that life is okay.  I have been playing volleyball since I was eight. Eight years old! I have been playing now more years than I have not been playing and when I see the end of the road I just don't know what to do with myself. My senior season has not been a complete perfect season but today our coach gave us some hope and it gave me some perspective. I am feeling better about things for today and I have to keep realizing that God is the purpose of my life and that no matter what I am doing that He has a plan and that I need to have patience.  I keep wanting to look into the future and keep saying if I only get to this one point then I will be okay, and I forget to enjoy the moments that I am in.  So that's alittle life lesson I have been wanting to keep up on. 

Well my day was pretty productive.  I have so many external analysis, business plans, and marketing plans that are due soon that I think I might turn into a business plan myself.  But I am doing good.  I have to present on a current event soon and have to make a nice speech so I need to work on that.  I am keeping up with school so I am happy. 

I got to go on alittle (pizza and my new favorite dessert, Canoli's,) date with my wonderful man Lloyd.  We ate and watched the sports center at the restaurant and then he even got to try the new Punk'in beer which he said tasted like pumpkin pie.  Alittle questionable to me.... but still gets me excited that it is fall.  I have been starting to wear my fall outfits and I'm so excited to bundle up in sweaters and warm things! I love fall! Well I'm off to go lay around in my sweats and battle off senioritis! We will see how that goes....



Lloyd and I enjoying some of the Balloon Fiesta!