Well what a year it has been already. I have 6 weeks left of my senior volleyball season, Roughly 8 more weeks of school, and Christmas can't seem to come fast enough. The whole vibe of this year has been very different. Having to keep up with the leadership aspect of volleyball has been extremely stressful and I am struggling with keeping my confidence and my motivation going. I just can't seem to do anything right and I feel like I am trying so hard, but it is not going in the direction people want. I've been trying to give my team the leadership they want yet still give the leadership my coaches want. It is quite the learning experience and without God I do not think that I would have the power to continue. I hope our season comes to some high points and that we will excel and we won't be a disappointment to everyone... which is what I am feeling now. Who knows what will happen but I will start praying for some miracles!
We go up to Wyoming and CSU and at CSU I have yet to come out of the lockeroom up there without being in tears when I get to meet my family. I want to win and run into the crowd to see my family haha! :-) But we will see!
Well I am looking forward to the Holiday seasons and the joy that will bring. I am blessed in life and need to keep having a positive attitude. I sometimes get caught up in a negative attitude with all the negative vibes around me. I need joy, and to spread that joy.
Well until next time.... <3
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